HANA FARHANA

result

2011-11-03T22:18:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum.

hello people

today is a great Friday. now, i am listening to zikrullah (zikir2). i feel so calm when listen to it. hey guys, today is also a result day. All Uitm students will be announced about their result for the current semester. Alhamdulillah, mine was great but i need to reseat my law paper back. i am okay with it. i know Allah knows what is the best for me. i will study hard for my law paper and my muet.

i hope my dream to pursue BLS is the greatest present for my parents.

pray for me :)

#1

2011-10-31T22:39:00.000-07:00

hello people.

have you seen my title post up there?? yeah, it's written as #1. i know.. i know, u are getting confused of it. in fact, u are not. HAHA. actually, i don't know what is the best title for me to write on it. that's why i make it simple so that i don't need to think about the title like seriously. whatever :)

today, i woke up at 9.00 am. in fact, i did wake up early like other days to perform my Subuh. then, i will continue back with my beauty sleep. HEHE. it's not good actually. in Islam, sleep after subuh is not really recommended because on that time we should start on doing our work and other things rather than to go to ur bed and sleep within your blanket. but, i rarely doing it. it seems like i have not practice it too much. ashamed of me :)

like other days, it's just me and uwan at this house just in the daily time before mak su comes back at the evening. i just watched merlin season 4 on a new episode, 5. it was really awesome series i could tell you because literally i can't miss any part of the series. see MERLIN's really works on me. HAHA. sometimes, i just can't wait to download a new episode especially when the story is on its climax. phewww. until my sister can't imagine how much i adore that series. well, she's not into it. frankly speaking, she does not like to watch some kind of story like that. whatever. at least, it can be seen there is difference between me and my sister. teheee.

my life is still same like before. i don't have any works although there is actually. i need to study and refreshing back on my muet but u know what i love to do?? watch movies is the best answer for now. it is one of my hobbies besides helping my grandma at the kitchen and cook all the menu. suddenly, i find myself i can cook although i am not that masterchef. at least, i try. kan??

okey, there's still 4 days before i get to know my result. ohh noo!!! seriously, i am scared.

good bye people.

i don't bother if none of you are not read my blog.

at least i do read for myself.

Assalamualaikum :)

2011-10-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

hey there & peace be upon you people :)

how are you doing guys?? Alhamdulillah, i am doing great. currently, i am staying with my grandmother at kuala pilah. right now, i am listening to glee's song, loser like me. it sounds good to me. GLEE forever.

just to inform, my result will be announced on this 4th nov. i hope things will go as i wished and i really hope my cgpa is above than 3.0. just pray to get the best. besides that, i still not fill any e-application form to continue my study. seriously, i don't know what is the best for me. but 2 choices have been made which legal studies and corporate admin. what i want to say, i have a dream to be a corporate lawyer. i hope i can achieve it.

ok till then

advice

2011-10-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

hey guys,

i don't know why i am posting this. just i am very touching from the advice. thx sir farid, sir syahril, madam farah and all lecturers that support us from beginning till now.

sir farid said:

assalamualaikum, kinda reminder to all pre-law students UiTM Kuantan, you have a big opportunity to pursue your study in this professional career. so, don't waste this chance. We know that some of you have given up because it's hard to understand the subjects. But NOTHING in this world that you can get it easily. Take this opportunity to challenge yourself. you wouldn't know your power/ability unless you challenge yourself. don't take it so easy and don't even give up easily. Learn from the past. — with Ikmal Hisham and 5 others.

thank you so much!!!

i will make it perfect
i will elevate my effort
i will pray for it.
to get my BLS
InsyaAllah.

my dream, my passion.

karangan negeri sembilan sumpah pakcik takpaham

2011-10-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

Pagi tu pagi Senayan . Mak ngan abah den takdo kek ghumah . Gi motong gotah kek kobon gotah. Ting ga den, uwan den ngan adik den yang umo lapan taun yo kek ghumah.

Te tibo yo dapo ghumah jighan den molotop!!!. Be lango ngan kuali tohumban kek pintu paga. Uwan den yang tongah ngojoan kekabu tu, dek tergamang eh, biji kekabu di teghajang eh . Lobih sogonggam kekabu di kunyah eh. Den ngan uwan den bekoja nak nolong an jighan den. Umang aii, api nenek moyang bosa eh. Jangan kan nak nolong , dokek pun paneh . Tak ditolongkan jighan, kuk ditolongkan, awak lak moda . Den ngan adik den pun bertinggung lah kek pintu paga nunggu an api padam. Jighan den tah apo lah kabaan eh. Kok idup, ado lah. Tak lamo tu, jighan den pun balik. Ghupo eh dio gi bonda tengok anak eh tangkap ikan. Pueh den kobaan dapo eh tebaka, tak diapik eh . suko bona anak eh dapek ikan bosa. Polak nyawa den.

Yo tak yo, den pun balik ghumah . Kojap tu, den dongar jighan den meghaung . Baghu perasan lah tu . Agak eh, dio nak masak ikan, gi dapo tengok dah hanguh. Kang kok dio datang ngadu kek ghumah den, mau yo den ghembat eh. Pueh den kobaan tadi .

Tu lah cito sederhana ngoghi yang den tengok. Tapi tu pun dah lamooo. Maso den kocik. Tu pun uwan den yang cito.

“KOK MONGAK WAN DEN, MONGAK LAH DEN”

hahaha... omg!! i was laughing till death. crazy weyhhhh

begin

2011-10-11T01:25:00.000-07:00

hello people,

peace be upon you.

while i am updating my blog, i am listening to a new korean ost, HEARTSRTING. well, feeling good to hear all the songs. it's really awesome ost together with an excellent drama i have ever seen :) although i am still not finish it yet, i dare to say this drama is one of the best dramas that korean producer could produced. thanks so much because this drama really made my day. i can't even missed one part of it. i did really spend half of my day just to watch HEARTSTRING continuously. HAHA. my mom also just ignored me by letting me watched it. yeah, she knew that her daughter really crazy on her korean stuff. whatever. hihi. okey, i will let you know this drama on another post.

actually, yesterday was a day for me to get started on my diet's plan. actually, this was my sister's plan, not mine. it's because she had introduced me on a product called herba life. frankly speaking, i had no idea on this product although i knew its brand's name. so, she had advised me to try on this product in order to help me have an ideal's weight, body and some kind of it. thus, i was thought it was a good plan since i've had this diet's plan long times ago. but, yeah, i am still did not put enough effort to make my body turned to slim. that's why i think i'd better take this opportunity and take it as a challenge for me to loss my weight. plus, it's a great time while i am still in study break. then, i can make it consistent.

so, i will update more after this. perhaps, i will write my diet progress. just wait and see if it is really works on my body. HEHE XD.

i do love this couple. although yong hwa was perfect with seo hyun.

jung yong hwa. i fell in love with him since his first debut

she's really gorgeous, cute, pretty.
so adorable and i love her personality

daa.

just a few quotes

2011-10-05T01:03:00.000-07:00

“If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with success unexpected in common hours.”

“All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.”

“I think we have some serious problems now, but, if you look back over the last thirty or forty years that my book deals with, I think we are in better shape now than we would have been if all of those cases had not come down.”

nonsense

2011-10-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

hello dearies,

why life is so bored hahh?? duh, right now i do not know what to do, where to go or everything lahh. waaa!! if everyday was going like this, i'd become crazy laa weyh. yeah, i know, there's a lot of jobs over there but it's hard for me to get over there due to my transportation problems. hell yeah, i am still not confident with my driving plus, my house is hard to get any cabs or buses. so, i don't know, maybe this messy things just only my reasons for me not applying any jobs. HEE XD.

now, i am still in kampung. yesterday was like meriah gilaa with my families craziness but then right now so silence. most of my cousins, aunts are already went home. just left me, my parents, mak yang, mak su and uwan only in this kampung. huuu. how could i describe it. my life was getting bored and bored. damn. i hate this thing. toningt, my parents will going back to seremban and left me behind. i will get back to my house tomorrow evening with my kakak sedara (kak awi). i think this night i will be like mati kutu do not know what to do. please someone help me!! HAHA =D

i think i cannot just looking at my fb, twitter, blog in front of my lappy for 24 hours. it makes me tired plus it is not good for our health. i don't want to get any illness because of that. whatever. maybe i should revise back my studies' books in order for me to get prepare if i need to take back law's paper. yeah, i hope not. but, i prefer sediakan payung sebelum hujan. baru laa tak menyesal. teehee. reminder for me, i should focus on my MUET now!!! hey annaaaaaaa!!!what things laa you ni. i dont care, i want my BLS!! InsyaAllah. Amin. i will get my BLS. i don't mind if i need to go to the other university instead of uitm although uitm always dihatiku. because, what is important right now, i want my first degree is in law and i want to complete my LLB then i can work as a corporate lawyer. i know it is hard to achieve it but it is not IMpossible because I'M possible to get it. InsyaALLAH. amin.

by babes.

salam

heart them :D

2011-09-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

my roommates
qiela, lala, nad
alyani

my classmates
angah, ain, echa, diane, kaka, tina, lina, wanie, ana, myn,
syafiq, syahmi, emma, suriyana, ayu, fatin, along, teha, aber, anas
dira, tika, tikah, sya, mdm sai, k.yong, yana, ieyka, aintasha

Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods.
Success is really about being ready for the good opportunities that come before you. It's not to have a detailed plan of everything that you're going to do. You can't plan innovation or inspiration, but you can be ready for it, and when you see it, you can jump on it.

the end of 3rd semester

2011-09-29T02:34:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

hello world (^_^)

Right now, i am infront of my lappy at my lovey dovey home!!! yeahhh, home sweet home. i came back here two days ago with my parents. thank you mama & ayah caused willingly to pick me up at UiTM. now, i am officially has ended my foundation programme. Alhamdulillah, everything was going as a planned though there are few things that need to be polished here and there. but, just go with the flow laa kann. buat ape nak menyesal lagi. it's end dah pun ('',). today i have recovered from my tiredness and sleepiness, so i take this opportunity to update my blog.

eventhough my feeling is so happy to come home but at the same time i feel sad to leave kuantan. seriously i no doubt for it. especially to leave my unofficially sisterhood, lala, alyani, nad & qiela. they are being too good to me. they're care about me. we're travel together, eat together, laugh together, sleep together and study together. ouh gosh, i already miss them. to gossip with lala, to share problems with alyani, to know the international artist with nad, have a joke with qiela. damn, it was really memorable to me. i don't know if i am the only person who feel about this. but i am so sure all ex student of UiTM kuantan would feel the same feelings right now. i will miss all my classmates especially my team mates myn and ayu & of course my partner too, wanie zainal :) although we're just spent almost 1 and half year together, it already creates too many memories to keep inside my heart. i don't know when we will meet again because maybe some of us will further studies in other places. however, Allah knows the best kan?? i just want to say here, wherever places and whatever courses that HE sets for us, we need to be a grateful person because like i said HE knows the best. but still, i pray, all of us will continue with our BLS at UiTM Shah Alam. Amin. hope, our pointer in this 3rd semester will fill with flying colors. plus, hope that we can succeed in our MUET. Babes & guys, don't lose hope but elevate our efforts like Mdm Farah said there is no meaning of life if we don't challenge ourselves to be a better person. i admit that, this semester i felt the tense especially to study law subject but i always remember what mdm farah had been said that you need to challenge yourself to memorize all the provisions and cases & if you dare to grab that challenge, then you can call yourself as a law student. omg, i almost cry right now, i miss all the lecturers especially mdm farah. she's so inspiring me in everything. somehow, i want to be like her. i love you madam. thank you for everything.

mention bout my final, seriously, it's hard for me especially in Mtc 087 (introduction to law III). i think i am one of the students that felt the worst thing when doing that paper. i felt myself so stupid during that time. i am worry if i need to reseat back that paper. Nauzubillah. i hope i'll pass that paper. InsyaAllah. Allah always with us. i have a dream to pursue in BLS for my degree but i have lost all the confidence towards it. i don't know what will happen in my future. just be tawakkal right now.

okey, although i still worry bout all the stuff, i really feel grateful that my foundation is end with blessly.

salam.

just a boring post.

2011-09-09T10:15:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

hey there.

how's going you peeps. it's almost 2 month i didn't post anything. similar things happened to me. i don't have too much time for blogging and sometimes my ideas are lost to somewhere. yeah, just ignore that. now, my mood is still not on writing but i just try to make up one new post to let my bog do not looks so dull. wee.

right now, my roommates are watching roommate movie. ouh gosh, that story really psycho man. scary but i think that movie is nice to be watched. whatever. just to say, my couple months had been too busy with all the works. but, a few more weeks, the burden will be go away from me. perhaps. so, just pray. haha

okey. done.

boring post. i know.

sometimes

2011-07-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i just need a power spirit inside myself to make sure i am

good enough to live in this world.

sometimes, i need a momentum to make me keep going with

what i have started before.

sometimes, i need a motivation from a great people that can

enlighten me bout how lucky I am to be in this world without any doubtful.

sometimes, i want someones teach me how to become a great person that

succeed in his life and reach a glory, victory and satisfaction of life.

sometimes, i want people know more about me and know

how to respect me and my family very well.

sometimes, i wish my dreams become true,

so that, i will enjoy to have it.

sometimes, i need someones that can warm

me with his heart and kindness.

sometimes, i hope that all the misfortunes actually

was a bad dreams of mine.

sometimes, i just need more strength to protect my life

from all weaknesses that i have done.

yahh. there is a lot of sometimes i wish for.

hang out!!

2011-07-21T11:33:00.000-07:00

today was a tiring day!! but, i feel so happy because i made an outing with my sista. hehe:) i think it's been awhile for me not together with my sister in personally. waa. ayat nak canggih jer. yelaa, before this, if i went out with her, confirm her boyfie will follow us too. haha. no offense ye kakak. sometimes, i do miss to get along personally just with my only kakak like dulu-dulu. however, it doesn't mean i put a blame on her boyfie. it's cool to have a guy with us. it feels more secure since we are the only girls. besides, her boyfie also can be a pak lawak and really make me sick of it to laugh and laugh again.

actually, i went to jusco seremban2 because i need to accompany my sister for watching harry potter. hihi, actually, i had forced her to watch it. but, unfortunately, as a compensation, i must pay for her ticket. so lucky my sister to get adik yg macam ni. ok, who cares. at least my eagerness to watch it for a second time is accomplished. suka hati (^_^). i don't know if there is a third time. haha. maybe, if yes, i need someone to belanja me pulak. then, i will go for it. seriously??

not only watched movie, i also had a shopping for myself today. waaa. i had been spent almost __ maybe. not so sure. but i almost reached that ringgit. huuu. why are you so wasting your moneyy haah dude?? hmm. the answer is i will gonna have a HIGH-TEA. yeah, it will be held next week if i am not mistaken, just before we are going to celebrate our fasting month. the theme of that high tea is pink and white. so, it's little bit easier for me to find my attire. plus, it's one of my favorite color. thx to the organizer who approved pink & white to be chosen as the theme color. lovely. hehe. so, if you people want to know how do i look with that outfit, just wait and see. InsyaAllah, i'll post the pictures through my fb and blog too :)

instead of searching my outfit, i had also buy the accessories to suit together with my outfit. my sister has become my fashion planner. i really love that. thx kakak!! the truth is i am getting so excited to wear it. owhh. yalaah, berbaloi laa kan with that price. need to wear it berulang kali, then i will feel satisfied of it.

hmm. just now, i was chatting with nazeha, izzati, and azam at facebook wall. haha. seriously, they are damn funny!! i was like cannot took breath for a moment due to their craziness. i kept laughing and laughing until i didn't know how to express my laugh. gilaa kan?? seriously, i miss them so much. yahh, it's been a year i didn't have a chance to meet them. so, i feel their craziness on fb already can make my laugh burst. it's really make my day. geng!! what i want u guys know is i never and ever been forgotten u guys. although we're studying in different places. how dare i could forget u people!! i won't. InsyaAllah. because, u people are my friends always and forever. love babes!!

then, i will stop at here. just to say, my assignments already says HI to me. woooo. doesn't it looks scary?? help me!!!

salam.

it's been awhile

2011-07-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

hey there and peace be upon you guys.

it's been awhile for me not updating this blog. these few weeks really made me stress because of loads of works need to be settled. but, Alhamdulillah, thx GOD i managed to handle it sometimes. within these past days, i already had my short quiz, online tests, individual + group assignments and presentations. i did enjoy doing all these stuff. at least my time is filled with good things. however, sometimes i cannot make me to focus during my lectures time. it's really bad for me, i thought. but, i can't help it. i am so sleepy when my class started in evening. gosh, i need a help. a motivation?? maybe??

now, i am in holiday week. yeah. just a week after 6 weeks i never been back to my home. just a short holiday. ok laa tu kan?? i know it is not enough for me to get together with all my families. tak kisahlaa. i get used to it. lama2 dah biasa dh pun. now, the worry thing is i have got assignments!! HAHA XD. it's not too much but the pressure is still there. because too much tasks that i need to be in a group. so, how can i make it without my groupy?? i know, there is skype, ym & so whatever. still, we can't proceed it thoroughly. some of my members, they don't have internet connection. what do u expect?? it would be difficult for us to sit together to complete our tasks. waaaa.

now, i am staying in kl for 2 days. tomorrow, i am going back to seremban. i have persuaded my sister to watch harry potter part 2 although i had watched it. haha. omg. i want to watch it again!! seriously, i felt so sad after the movie is finished. i don't care if my money wasted for watching it again. somehow, i think i can't help myself to control all over this. whatever. what i have been known, i love hermione granger, harry potter and ron weasly. so, who wants to join me to watch it again?? haha. wow!! 1, 2, 3, 4 people already raised their hands. unexpected :)

my mood is still in holiday. i don't care about the assignments. i just need some times to relax myself. booo. RELAX?? i really don't get myself.

bye.

salam.

penat

2011-06-24T10:14:00.000-07:00

peace be upon you people.

fuhh. sumpah harini gua penat. mane tak nye, dari pagi sampailah ke petang, kaki gua ni asyik berjalan je. kalau tak berjalan pun gua berlari2 anak. mmg laa terkejut urat saraf gua yg dh 19 tahun ni. dhlaa gua ni dh lama tak g training, berlari or marathon ke. mmg gua agak semputlaa tapi syukur, tubuh gua ni boleh tahan lagi der, takde laa lemah longlai. kalau tak, mahu kene ejek dek org tahap tua??

kalau nak diceritakan penat gua ni mmg laa tak bape nak habis, tapi gua pendekkan, semalam, sehari suntuk gua ade kelas dari padang lalang sampaila ke sekilau dari pagi ke tengah hari, ke petang sampaila ke malam. then, subuh2 pagi tadi, gua dh kene mandi tuk ke kelas lain pulak. nsb baik der, kelas gua kat sekilau, kalau kat palang, mmg laa gua akan buat mata buntang dan badan berposing tegak supaya gua tak mudah layu dan jatuh. itu mmg fact bukan statement semata2.

mmg laa harini kelas gua satu je tapi lu ape tahu?? lepas kelas, gua terus pegi ke kedai CYH semata2 untuk photostat notes2 MTC 088. yela, karang tak buat, ade jugak yg tergamak berbisik belakang kate gua ni tak prihatinlaa, gua ni taknak share ilmu laa, inila, itulaa. malas der nak layan mulut sumbang camtu. buang karan je. nama pun assistant class rep. beban tu tinggi yaww.

seterusnya, gua berlumba2 naik tangga sebab gua dh ternampak ade 2 mesin basuh baju still kosong g. ni laa masanya gua nak basuh baju yag tertindas tidak dicuci selama 2 atau 3 hari ni. gila kalau org lain nampak?? mahunye peluang gua ni dirampas mentah2. tapi, tu tak bermaksud gua ni tak reti basuh baju dgn tangan. gila tak tahu?? mahu kene hentam dgn bakal suami. tapi, kalau gua ni dh asyik busy je, mmg laa tak sempat. so, nak taknak mesin basuh tu laa penyelamat segala baju walaupun kene bazir RM2.00. pela nasib.

sambil menunggu baju gua di basuh dan di spin segala bagai, gua sibuk pulak meng edit surat pindah gua yg wajib di beri kpd kak nisa ptg tu. kalau tak patuhi syarat2 ni, mahu der dia tak layan permohonan ancaman gua ni. then, gua sempat gak lelap mata setengah jam. pergh, mmg boleh catat record ni, selalunya, gua akan tido tidak kurg dari sejam atau dua jam. mmg kantoii di situ. pe?? ade gua kisah yg lu kisah pasal tido tahap dewa gua ni?? ape ade hal.

next, dh lepas tido yg tak bape nak mimpi tu, gua terus bangun menuruni tangga katil dan mencapai tudung dgn harapan nak mengambil baju yg dah siap sedia untuk digantung dan dijemur di bawah cahaya matahari yg sinar menyinar. sampai je kat bawah, alamak aihh, elektrik kat sekitar tu takde pulak. mmg laa dugaan. habis baju gua tak sempat di spin. bapak sedih bila tengok baju gua dibanjiri dgn air takungan dari mesin. dalam hati, shit u mesin. bazir RM2 gua. tak pasal2 gua kene tambah RM2 lagi untuk proses me nyepin an. pokai laa gua camni. 4 hengget semata2 untuk basuh baju. mmg laa lu nampak murah, tapi bg gua, 4 hengget tu boleh tapaukan gua nasi berlauk ayam dan sayur tahu tak untuk sehari. sodeh eden. ala, ape ade hal kan.

setelah baju gua disiap di spin, gua dgn gagahnye mengangkat baldi gua yg penuh dgn baju ke tingkat rumah gua. alaa itu pun, tingkat satu, ape ade hal kan. tanpa membuang masa, gua terus menyidai baju gua supaya takdelaa baju gua berbau busuk tahap hapak ditambah masam. yeww, sumpah gua tak tahan der bau perkara2 sebegitu. yukss. lepas tu, gua turun beli makan dekat kedai no dua bersama ngan rommate lama gua. itu mmg tradisi bro, nak beli makann kene same2, barulaa ikatan ukhuwah tu terjalin rapat. kalau sorg2, macam tunggul je. no offense ok.

then, gua ditemani roommates gua ke kedai cc sbb gua ni terlalu eager sgt nak g print benda alah tu. alaa, surat yg gua edit tadi tu. gua print 3 helai. sbnarnya, nak bg satu helai je, tapi yg dua helai tu sebagai beban bukti. yelaa, manusia ni sggp berbuat jahat. so, kene laa ade bukti. lagipun, satu 10 sen so darab dgn 3, jadilaa ia 30 sen. murah tak murah. bagi gua, boleh laa tu. lepas tu, gua makan dengan roommates gua and lepas solat zuhur, gua ngan member gua, si lala tu pegi menerjah pejabat untuk confermkan permohonan pemindahan gua ni. tup2, kak nisa takde laa pulak. yang ade, si abg ijat yg dlm hati aku, mmg tak lalu nak pndg die. sorry laa der der yg kat luar tu, gua ni mmg tak bape nak minat or tertarik untuk berkomunikasi ngan si ijat ni. mamat tu asyik nak carik pasal ngan gua je. ape salah gua kat die pun gua tak tahu. kalau dh ramai musuh tu, buat2 laa berbaik sesama manusia. kan sng hidup. hidup lu tak susah, hidup gua lagi tak susah.

kemudian, gua terus text kak nisa menyatakan hasrat gua yg ingin menjumpai beliau. langsung dalam beberapa minit kemudian, beliau menyuruh gua turun ke pejabat pukul 4.30. gua ape ade hal. gua on je. sebelum pegi, gua selsesaikan tggungjwab gua kepada Yang Maha Esa, gua performed solat asar dulu, baru laa gua pergi ke pejabat ngan lala sekali lagi. kali ni, mmg takde maknenye laa gua nak jumpa si ijat tu, gua straight forward trus g bilik kak nisa. semsa di dlm bilik, gua pun berkata itu ini..bla..bla..bla..dan kak nisa pun bersetuju bg gua pindah bilik. Syukur Ya Allah. Rahmat Mu amatlaa luas berganda. ok, hak gua dh dapat blk. fullstop.

naik2 je ke bilik lama gua, gua terus berkemas itu ini, penat der. angkat brg. dahlaa roommates gua yg ni mmg tak bg gua lepas kan diorg. means member2 gua ni berat hati nak merelakan gua ni pegi pindah. haha. lek lu bro, gua bukan nak kate gua ni popular, tapi, gua ni mudah rapat dgn budak2 yg sebaya dgn gua ni. sbb tulaa, tiba2 gua rase sedih gak nak tggal bilik tu. tapi, ape ade hal, dh tu pilihan gua. gua yg nak pindah sbb adelaa. lu ingat rahsia ni boleh diheboh2kan ke?? gua respect gua nyer privacy. hehe. emo jap. tak pasal2.

lepas siap berpindah randah dari A106 ke A107. wait2. bilik sebelah jer yg lu nak pindah. ape ni der. buat jatuh rahang je. leklu geng. mmg laa bilik sebelah jer, tapi blok berbeza laa bhaii. lagipun, gua dh tekad nak bersama2 ngan roommates lama gua. alaa, ape lu nak kesahkan. gua yg nak pindah. bukannye lu. yg pentg hajat gua dh tercapai.

sampai je bilik baru, gua berkemas ape yg patut. yelaa, nama pun pendatang baru. takkan nak buat sepah kut. lagi pun, gua ni tak suka sepah2 ni. buat malu kaum wanita jer sister. kalau muka gua ni buat sepah, mahu gua kene halau oleh segerombolan ahli2 rumah ni. yela, gua kan pendatang baru. ape lu expect??

dah selesai tu, gua turun makan malam ngan roommates gua. biasa laa, selera gua ni mcam air pasang surut. kejap lapar, kejap sebu, kejap kenyang plak. adehhh. so, tadi, gua just pesan roti canai 1 tambah roti bom 1. takde laa byk pun. sbb kocik jer roti eyh. ape ade hal. gua melantak jelaa ape yg gua mampu. senang.

balik jer dari makan, gua terus capai tuala dan g mandi. then, gua solat isya' and baru laa gua dapat duduk untuk beblogging. penat der. tapi gua tabahkan hati. HAHA

hmm. tu jela story gua harini. esok, target gua, gua nak siapkan assignment gua yg tergendala tu. harap2 berjayalaa. alaa, ape ade hal kan. nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih.

okelahh, bapak panjang entry gua kali ni. kalau tak nak baca sudah. gua tak paksa. malas derr nak jadi tukang paksa ni. buat peluh tangan jer karg. k laa

salam.

tumpang bilik

2011-06-21T02:13:00.001-07:00

alololo. (bahasa ganti untuk hello)

seperti biase, hari ni aku ade kelas kat padang lalang yg tak brape nak ade lalang tu kan. dan aku selaku budak sekilau mmg laa akan menumpang atau dlm erti yg baik menziarahi kawan2 aku yg mmg ditakdirkan menetap disini. untunglaa budak palang. disebabkan aku ade kelas kat sini sampai waktu malam, jadi ku gagahkan diri untuk menemani udara2 dan ruang bilik tidur farah ni dengan sebaik2 nya. begitulaa situasi aku pada setiap hari isnin dan selasa. mmg tak sah kalau muka aku ni tak terpacul depan bilik farah sambil mengucapkan Assalamualaikum:) hihi.

sekarang ni aku tgh menunggu detik untuk ke kelas berikutnya. mmg bosan tahap gaban. dhlaa farah takde ni. takdapat nak dgr gossip2 baru. haha. Astagfirullah. jgn ikut ye wahai budiman & budiwati semua. dan yg menemani aku sekarg just lagu korea yg lama aku tak dgr atau pura2 tak dengar. sape2 yg anti korea ignore kan part yg aku tulis tu. malas aku nak dgr korg membebel dan menunjukkan muka seposen korg kat aku. before this, aku baru je text nad suruh tapau kan untuk aku oblong. mane2 yg tak penah dengar oblong tu tak payah nak buat muka macm beruk nampak cicak. oblong tu sejenis makanan dan tak pelik pun. then, bila aku nampak kak yong bli nasi goreng. sumpah aku tergoda tapi nasib baik aku ni baik sbb aku tak mintak pun kat kat kak yong nasi tu. haha. budget je. so, aku suruh tikah bg idea kat aku sejenis makann yg menarik untuk dimakan. tikah kata nasi goreng ikan masin. tiba2 rasa mcm taknak then kak yong pun suruh aku try kueh teow goreng pataya. hmm. good idea. aku pun macam org langgar tiang berkata,"ouh ade eyh makanan tu. haha" aku tahu korg akn kata aku jakun tapi aku peduli ape, mmg aku tak pernah mkn pun kueh teow gorg pataya tu. nasib2.

aku sbnrnya byk koje ni, tapi fhm2 jela, setan asyik menghasut je. bapak menyampah aku. dhlaa 1st term paper pun aku baru nak buat notecard. waa. tolong aku mak!!! aigoo. tulaa padah lambat buat keje.

oklaa. tu je. aku tahu korg bosan sbb aku pun tgh bosan.
daa. aku nak gi lepak atas katil yan jap smbil menutup mata

malam buta

2011-06-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

hello malaysia!!

peace be upon you guys.

i do amazed towards myself today because i can still updating my blog at tengah2 malam buta. now, the clock is showing its time about 1:11 am. usually, on this precious time i supposedly have a dream with pelukan ketat with my pinky pillow. but not this time. bak kata farah zulkapli, i used to be burung hantu kalau online tgh malam buta ni. haha. i know people outside there eager to say alahh, baru pukul satu bukannya pukul 4:00 pagi. relax laa sistah. oh yeahhh. dan aku akan menjawab dgn muka ketat dgn bahasa samseng kl (w/pun tak bapa nak reti), mmg lewww encik brothehh, gua pun akan jumpeww bantal busuk gua pukul 4:00 pagi kalau gua dalam musim cuti tapi ni dah musim belajar. seharusnyeww, waktu2 belajar begini, perkareww yg akan dihargai sebelum perkareww yg seterusnyeww ialah tidur. ececeh. bapak basi ayat aku kalau camni. konferm taknak buat dah.

persoalannya, adekah ini disebabkan aku terlalu obses dgn cuti minggu aku selama dua hari ni sebagai punca aku tak dpt tido seperti hari hari sebelumnya?? atau, adekah ini berpunca dari diri aku yg tak busy seperti hari aku yg busy selalu. atau, adekah disebabkan kelas aku akan start pd pukul 7:10 malm esok dah ianya hanya satu kelas sj?? hmm. question2. ini sebenarnya, mmg soalan ngantuk. tak dpt nak fikir jawapan.

okeyla, tiba2 dh ngantuk. babai.

(sebenarnya takde fungsi pun nak update blog. ayat meghaban yo kojo eyh)

have a good dream people!!

(*_*)zzzzzzzzzzz

2011-06-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

hello boyfriends and girlfriends!!

how are you doing guys?? i hope everything is still under control. i just done my classes today. only 2 classes need to attend for this every Wednesday. so, i am enjoying my free time right now. therefore, i spent this evening time to update my blog, blogwalking, formspring and facebook-ing. i know i am wasting my time with this unimportant things but yeah just get relax for awhile. sbbnya otak aku ni bukan boleh overloaded sgt. mahu bom atom meletus. tak pasal2.

just want to story that, my sister's friend named Adha just passed away this early morning.(Al-Fatihah) i used to be called him abg adha. he was my sister's junior but they look to be in the same age. seriously i was little bit shocked about his death. i've got the text message from my sister during my global issues class. of course i didn't take a look during my lecture's time. gila nanti sir syahril nampak?? i just read it after the class has finished. sumpah aku ternganga kejap lepas baca msg kakak aku. i know i don't even to get know him and you guys will react like habis tu, ape kene mengena ngan kau. actually, aku rasa terkejut sgt sbb yelaa semalam Allahyarham still hidup happy2 then tiba2 pagi tadi dah meninggal dunia. Allahyarham meninggal dunia pun sbb mati lemas dekat sungai lembing. pernah tak korg membayangkan hidup korg akan berakhir dgn kejadian mcm tu?? Nauzubillah.. jadi, cuba korg bayangkan kalau benda tu terjadi dekat salah sorg yg korg kenal or even yourself. for sure you will scream like WHAT??? see, sometimes we don't know what will going happen in our future. who knows, esok lusa its our turn to return back to Allah. i am so scare about it. but, all the fate Allah yg tetapkan. we just need to follow the rest after then. the most crucial thing is pray and pray to get the best from HIM.

then, we need always to be near to HIM. to get taufiq and hidayah ain't not an easy things. sometimes, some people can't simply get hidayah from HIM. why this things happened?? all the thing we need to know is how much effort that we have already put to make sure we always be near to HIM rather than being far away from HIM. me also have questioned myself about this. and i am clueless. maybe i am not really good muslim like people outside there. there are lot of things i need to check and correct myself back.

other than that, sometimes people tend to face all obstacle first then they only get their reward. bagi aku, masa tu Allah tgh menguji para hambaNya. mmg kita rasa dah berusaha sehabis baik but kalau Allah kata "tidak" bagi sesuatu perkara tu, perkara itu tdk akan terjadi sama sekali. actually, this is reminder for myself. dan lagi satu aku terfikir gak kenapa kalau perkara yg aku nak sgt and perkara tu tak dimakbulkan oleh Allah, aku akan persoalkan. sedangkan, kalau aku minta perkara tu and dimakbulkan oleh Allah, aku tak pernah persoalkan. see, manusia tak pernah rasa puas dgn pemberianNya. that's why i am still stupid all about this. so, for the reminder, bersyukur, bersyukur, dan bersyukur ke atas pemberianNya. kita perlu bersyukur sbb Allah masih bagi kita kehidupan agar kita manfaatkan masa ni dgn perkara2 yg bermanfaat tapi kita hanya buat tak tahu sj. mungkin macam abg Adha, Allah pendekkan waktu hidup dia mugkin sbb dia golongan org yg terpilih agar tidak terjebak dgn keduniaan semata2. who knows kan. Allah lebih menjanjikan kehidupan yg lebih baik untuk kehidupan dia di sana. so guys, jgn berputus asa untuk memohon pertolongan drpd Allah. kerana kasih sayang Allah itu terlalu luas untuk kita semua.

p/s: i am sorry friends, i am not really good with these advices. but, i am taking it as to remind myself.

(Al-Fatihah again to Allahyarham Adha)

2011-06-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!!

today, i am done with my bel 332 presentation. again, another presentation for this new semester. i had given a task to make a presentation on speaking in public. quite nervous because it's been 2 month and half i had my semester break.so, it seems like i have forgotten how to delivery speech and doing presentation at the same time. but still, Alhamdulillah, i managed to do it quite well. actually, without support from everyone and without being in a good team, i think i would fail to do it. so thanks to my group presenters >> wanie, ayu and myn. i heart u guys!!

sometimes, i think this presentation makes me more confident and comfortable with my delivery speech or public speaking. seriously, i no doubt of it. for confession, i admit that i am not the one who can give or amazed you with my speech. or it can be said that i am not really a good presenter. however, i am still in learning process. i also still trying to improvise my language especially in English. i do not want to get myself embarrassed in front of other people. i try to make me well during giving a speech and sharing my ideas with the audience. i'll make it. InsyaAllah.

speak about my muet. i will not give up on it. i will try to make myself to be one of the students that can achieve band 4 in their result. i will not give up on spend my time just for my muet and of course my law's subjects. last night, maybe i am too frustrated about myself but who am i to deal with the will of God?? what just can i do is i must try to change myself to be a better person. stop talking nonsense but more in positiveness thought. i need to be a critical thinker from now on. there's no time for me to play around and just act like i am still in high school. who knows, with a little sacrifice it will pay me with a worth and thousand satisfaction?? i know Allah always be here for us. just need to be patient.

i still have my dream to pursue my BLS. InsyaAllah. under GOD's will.

salam.

hati

2011-06-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

kadang2 kan, aku rasa dunia ni macam tak adil je untuk aku. apa yg aku buat semua macam tak berbaloi je untuk aku. tapi, sebagai hamba Allah, sape je diri aku ni nak mengungkit kehendak-Nya?? kadang2 aku jadi takut, adakah ini sebenarnya petunjuk dari Allah yg aku ni tak sesuai dgn jalan yg aku pilih skrg ni?? aku terfikir gak, maybe aku ni still lagi tak cukup mengenal sape diri aku sebenarnya. mungkin aku rasa diri aku ni dah cukup bagus, tapi actually nya tak. tiba2 jer rasa sakit hati tgok diri sendiri. asal aku takleh berjaya cam org lain?? kenapa org lain sng2 jer dapat ape yg dia nak?? aku rasa aku ni mcm loser betul skrg. asal aku takleh jadi cam kakak aku yg dapat result gempak2. pointer tinggi. dapat muet band 4. aku rasa macam kakak aku tu dah perfect habis dah. die tak pernah nak buat mak ayah aku sedih. tapi aku?? kalau bab2 result ni, mmg muka aku je laa yg slalu buat mak ayah aku risau. aku benci betul laa semua ni. rasa nak meraung tahu tak. dari upsr sampai laa dh masuk uni ni, aku still tak dapat gembira kan hati mak ayah aku. tahu tak, dahlaa aku syg gila dgn parents aku tu. semua benda yg aku nak, semua diorg bagi. tapi, kenapa benda yg diorg nak, aku tak leh tunaikan?? kadang2 benda camni laa yg aku rasa beban yg aku tanggung ni berat sgt. boleh tak aku harap satu hari nanti aku mampu buat parents aku menangis kegembiraan lihat kejayaan aku?? aku mmg nak perkara tu terjadi kat diri aku, bukannya org lain. aku nak sgt tgok parents aku gembira & bersyukur sgt dapat anak macam aku. okey. rasa sedih sangat. InsyaAllah, Allah maha mendengar. mama ayah, adik betul2 minta maaf tak dapat apa yg mama and ayah nak. tapi adik takkan berputus asa. i just need more strength from u, YA ALLAH!!!

2011-06-13T00:27:00.000-07:00

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akhirnye, terpapar gak result aku.
aku mmg dah agak dah result aku camtu. haha
what to do.
rezeki Allah hanya Allah shj yg tahu.
mungkin skrg ni peluang aku still takde g untuk band 4.
mana tahu, lagi skali ambil terus band 5. haha
insyaAllah, Amin.

tahniah guys yg mn dh berjaya. skrg ni korg kene focus dekat pointer sj!! serious aku nak ambil BLS, tapi kalau BLS taknak aku, ape aku nak buat kan :(

1st week (perkara yg membengangkan)

2011-06-11T04:14:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum!!

hello bloggers.

before that, thanks guys who just blog walking to my blog. thank you thank you so much :) now, its been 1 week i got to be here in UiTM. macam2 happened on this week. rasa macam dah lama jer balik walhal baru seminggu. tapi dh macam2 hal berlaku. termasuk laa aku yg terbabit dlm beberapa masalah yg wujud di uitm ni. harini, aku nak cerita kejadian2 yg berlaku sepanjang seminggu aku kat uitm ni.

first, aku tak puas hati dgn hotel yg aku tinggal time parents aku nak hantar aku balik kat uitm kuantan ni. aku rasa tak payah laa kot aku mentioned nama hotel tu kat sini. mahu gua kene saman nanti. tak pasal2 nak cari lawyer yg terbaik pulak. (ok, tak de kene mengena). aku rasa macam seminggu pun ade gak tidur kat situ walhal semalam jer aku stay. itu pun tak kira sehari laa. sbb aku sampai kuantan pun dah nak tgh malam. disebabkan banyak hotel dah fully booked. jadi terpaksa laa parents aku check in kat hotel ni. dahlaa bilik kecil. berhabuk pun ade gak. bilik air?? tak yah cakaplaa. tak selesa kot. makanan kat cafe die pun tak berapa sedap sgt. kiranya suam2 suku jer la. namun, jauh disudut hati aku, aku bersyukur nasib baik boleh tidur kat hotel. haha. ok whatever (^_^)

second, aku paksa diri aku bangun pukul 6.00 pagi just untuk siap2 cause nak cepat2 pergi buat pendaftaran kat uitm. yelaa, nanti nak cop locker ngan katil. by the time aku sampai kat uitm sekilau, boleh dikatakan sunyi sepi lagi uitm tu dgn bilangan org. aku tak maksud kan junior laa. sbb time tu aku yakin ramai junior still bermimpi lagi di atas katil masing2. then, aku pegi check nama aku kat notice board whether aku still dpt stay kat sekilau or kat padang lalang or kat lembaga. at first, mmg aku teruja sgt sbb nama aku tertera kat kertas A4 tu menyatakan aku dapat bilik kat A106 bukit sekilau. serious rasa nak melompat setinggi gunung. yelaa, dapat rumah idaman time first sem. gila tak happy?? namun begitu, rasa happy tu sekejap jer, sbbnya, lepas aku try cari mana nye name2 roommates aku, terus aku terdiam. KORG TAHU TAK!!!! AKU TAK DAPAT SAMA TEMPAT NGAN ROOMMATES AKU!! dalam hati aku hanya Allah shj tahu betapa sedih nya hati aku time tu. lala, nad, al, qila smuanya dapat satu bilik kat A107. aku sorg jer sesat kat A106. apa kes?? sumpah aku nak mengamuk. mmg laa A107 tu sebelah bilik aku jer. tapi blok kitorg lain bhaii!! kalau satu blok kira boleh bernafas jugaklaa. tapi ni!! kene pulak bertudung bagai semata2 nak pergi merentas ke bilik diorg. kalau setiap hari camni. penat laa der. tak larat gua. tiba2 rasa di aniayai. sob sob. tapi, aku ni penyabar laa jugak, aku naik ke pejabat dengan harapan nak exchange bilik dengan budak yg merampas takhta aku bersama dgn roommates aku. tapi mmg laa takde rezeki, rupa2nya, budak tu dh daftar bilik dah pun!! berkecai hati aku. remuk jiwa pun ade gak. aku tahu korg akan cakap, rileks laa der, tak sama ngan roommates lama bukan bawak mati pun. mmg laa bro!! aku tak pernah menyangkal perkara tu. tapi, cuba korg berada kat tempat aku, ape perasaan korg bile tak sama dgn roommates lama yg boleh dikatakan dah macam adik beradik tak sama bapak ngan emak, semua problems aku diorg tahu, aku study sama2 dgn diorg, before tidur boleh tergelak ketawa semata2 bergossip sana sini. demam, sakit diorg care. tiba2 aku sorg jer yg terpisah dengan diorg. serious aku tak puas hati. apasal aku sorg jer yg kene tanggung benda ni?? tak fair tahu tak. budak2 lain dapat jer dgn roommates diorg. tapi nape aku tak?? (sumpah nak nangis). aku tahu aku kene REDHA. but, benda tu berat bg aku. aku terpaksa balik jadi mcm budak sem 1 yg nak kena kenal roomates2 baru. padahal aku dah sem 3 dah. my last sem for asasi okei!! asal tak boleh bertimbang rasa yg aku nak stay sama ngan roommate2 aku yg dh kira bersama selama dua sem tu?? please laa. benda2 camni mmg remeh temeh, tapi pressure tu still ade tahu tak. serious aku tak salah kan budak tu. aku just tak puas hati dgn sistem pengurusan. dah sah2 laa aku daftar bilik sama ngan geng2 aku time sem dua. tapi asal boleh pulak nama nama aku boleh kene potong and nama aku ade dengan budak2 lain!! mmg kejam. BENGANG DO!! aku ada hak nak bersama ngan roommates aku!! sbb pihak uitm sendiri mengatakan setiap pelajar mempunyai hak masing2 untuk bersama dengan roommates pilihan sendiri. but again!! mana hak aku?? punya la aku bersemangat nak menempuh sem 3 ni. last2 jadi camni. (emo sekejap). nasib baiklaa new roommates aku ni baik2. kalau tak, aku sumpah seranah pengurusan uitm ni!! then, whatever (^_^)

my old and ever since roommates. last and forever.
walaupun buat masa ni terpisah sekejap. tapi, dalam ni takde gambar alyani.

ni pun ex roommate aku, alyani.
haha. al!! aku letak KHAS gambar kau ni tau :)

yg lain2 tu nanti aku sambung kemudian.

aku tetap akan perjuangkan hak aku!!

bye.

salam.

to share with you #3

2011-06-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

i'd really love this :)

to share with you #2

2011-06-02T01:03:00.000-07:00

to share with you #1

2011-06-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

countdown

2011-06-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

hello there!!

harini dgn penuh kekuatannya aku gagahkan diri aku for updating this blog. dan sekarang ni aku tgh syok mengulang or repeat lagu dancing queen by glee cast. sedap gila diorg nyanyi lagu ni. mmg rasa nak pergi prom night. haha. ok, itu angan2. berbalik kepada tajuk entry aku yg kali ni. sebenarnya aku just nak cakap aku tengah mengira masa dan hari before balik ke uitm kuantan!! yeay!! wait.. pause it right there>> yeay?? well, mmg seronok rasa nak balik tapi at the same time rasa malas tiba2. tak tahulaa kenapa. maybe sbb aku dh lama kat rumah kot tu sebabnya aku malas nak balik. tapi malas2 aku pun, aku dah buat preparation last week lagi. haha. itu pun setelah disuruh dan dipaksa oleh mama sayaa. so, hampir 90% dah settled. cuma tinggal 10% untuk touch up2 apa yg patut. hmm, aku siap buat list lagi macam semester2 before this. yelaa, kenalah tahu mana yg perlu dibawa or tak perlu. buat masa ni, banyak jugalah baju2 aku yg aku tinggalkan. sbb aku dengan yakinnya takkan pakai baju2 tu kat uitm. dan aku rasa kali ni, baju2 aku banyak warna hitam. mungkin sbb uitm kali ni ada sambutan lex festa. so, kenalah hormat hari law tu kan. okey, whatever la tu. now, just tinggal 4 days before aku balik ke sana. kali ni, parents aku jer yg hantar. aku bertolak hari sabtu and biasalah stay kat hotel semalam. lepas tu, pagi2 esok tu before breakfast aku akan pecut ke kampus just semata2 nak daftar diri and rebut katil and of course my locker!! aku tak tahulaa kan mcm mana situasi kali ni, sbb aku rasa kampus sekilau tu dah dipenuhi dgn junior2. so, i pray for the best kali ni. harap2 dapat serumah dgn roomate2 aku yg dulu. aku harap semester ke tiga kali ni lagi havoc dari dulu!!

okey. done

salam.

the things you don't know about me (part 2)

2011-05-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

holla!!

harini seperti biasa aku akan cuba meng updatekan blog aku yg agak sunyi sepi sejak dua menjak ni. so, entry harini pun berkisar tentang sebahagian diri aku yg mungkin korg sendiri tak tahu or aku sendiri kadang2 terlepas pandang. aku faham kalau korg tak nak tahu pun. takpa, aku tak ambil hati. HAHA.

sambungan drpada entry haritu,

6th:

mengikut kata alyani and my others geng laa kan. diorg kata aku ni mmg takda perasaan kalau jumpa org buat pertama kali tak kira laa they're girls or boys. boleh dikatakan hampir semua yg aku kenal, diorg akan cakap "kau ni ana, masa first time jumpa, muka kau ni mmg takda perasaan jekan. tapi bila dh kenal, kaulaa aku rasa antara yg mmg sengal" haha. okei, yg ni actually, mmg aku tak bapa nak perasan perangai ni ada dlm diri aku. sebenarnya kalau nak di ikutkan, aku ni agak senang nak sesuai diri dgn tempat baru but untuk kenal dgn kawan2 baru, at first, mmg aku agak nervous sikit sbb aku tak tahu macam mana style diorg, attitudes diorg and the other things laa. maybe because of that, korg akan nampak muka aku mmg takda perasaann sbb time tu aku tgh scan behaviour setiap sorg2. HAHA. then, dari situ laa baru aku try nak mengenali kawan2 baru aku ni. it means, 1st impression is very important yaa wahai kawan2. reminder for me also.

7th:
i am the one of the biggest fans of KOREAN artists. aku tahu ramai jugak yg mmg agak species dengan aku. dan ada jugak yg macam pelik or 'weird' gilaa macam mana aku boleh minat sgt2 dgn artis korea. dari drama, movie, pelakon, penyanyi sampailaa rancangan2 yg diterbitkan di negara tu mmg menjadi my favourites. aku admit sebab salah satu aku minat diorg ni disebabkan kecomelan, ke'handsome'an & kecantikan mereka. aku tahu tu kadang2 wajah diorg tu tak asli pun. tu tak tak kisahla kan. lagipun, tak bermakna mereka tak best or tak berbakat. aku rasa korea mmg mampu melahirkan artist2 yg sgt berbakat and mmg boleh dipuji. itu comment aku sebagai penonton. they are very good in entertain people and good performer too. sekarang ni pun, aku still lagi angau dgn cerita dream high. this drama mmg betul2 menyentuh jiwa aku. OMG, KIM SOO HYUN oppa!! okey, gilaa sekejap. lagi satu, i really adore their fashion styles. mmg trendy and confortable. kiranya, sesuai laa dgn jiwa keremajaan aku ni. HAHA. bukan tu je, aku pun antara peminat terbesar drama2 jepun and penyanyi2 diorg jugak. aku pun boleh terima drama2 taiwan. tapi yg best2 jela. english?? of course laa weii. gilaa tak minat?? they are the best okey. hmmm, ini tak bermaksud aku tak menyokong artis tempatan. even, i have my favourite artist in here. one of them, yuna laa. aku mmg tabik gilaa laa kat dia sbb pencapaian dia mmg boleh dibanggakan. keep it up yuna!! so, setiap org ada pandangan masing2. ada yg suka tu, ada yg suka ni. just like me. maybe aku agak fanatic dgn artist korea tapi aku taklaa obses sgt okei. takdalaa sampai aku nak bunuh diri kalau tak tgok diorg sehari dekat tv. i am still behave myself. so, don't judge a book by its cover. haaa sudahh!! merepek dh pulakkk.

8th:
family aku kata aku ni ada split personality. means, personality aku berbeza kalau aku bersama ngan family and aku bersama dgn org luar. biasanya, depan family perangai aku ni manja sikit. but depan org lain, aku more like to act tougher drpd biasa. aku rasa situasi ni bukan berlaku kat aku sorg je. maybe ramai lagi yg mengalami situasi yg sama mcm aku. for me laa kan, mungkin sbb aku terlalu rapat dgn family that's why laa personality aku like manja dgn diorg but not gedikk. i know i am the youngest in my family tapi tak bermaksud aku manja mengada2. even, kakak aku pun manja gak ngan family aku. jadi, jgnlaa stereotype kata anak bongsu mmg terlalu manja. tak semuanya mcm tu. kalau dpn org lain, mungkin aku agak insecure dgn diri aku and org lain. that's why i am act more tougher than usually i am. i know i am not perfect but i like to be perfectionist. so, i must learn how to become independent for a good sake of my life. and aku admit kalau aku tgh nervous, ill pretend myself not to show off to the other people. sbb aku jadi lagi nervous kalau people tahu yg aku mmg tgh nervous. hmm. this is who i am.

9th:
yang ni pulak, korg mesti rasa aku childish gila. aku ni rupanya pengumpul movie barbie dari sekolah menengah dulu. rasanya start form 1 kot, so dah jadi hobby pulak. selalunya, cerita2 lain, aku slalu download jer sbb mmg dh ada kemudahan meng' download. guna jela. tapi, kalau movie barbie ni, aku mmg akan beli vcd dia. tak tahulaa kenapa. kalau korg dtg kat rumah aku, mmg tersusun rapi vcd2 barbie dlm bilik aku tu. kiranya, sampai sekarang pun aku aku still lagi jadi pengumpul setia koleksi movie barbie. ramai je kawan2 aku kata umur aku ni dh bapa tapi aku tak kisah pun. even kakak aku sendiri kata aku ni budak kecil lagi ke? aku admit, umur aku pun dh nak 19 tahun. tapi, aku mmg suka dngan cerita2 barbie ni. sbb barbie ni mmg cantik, lagi satu, cerita dia mmg relax. tak payah nak tension2 pasal konflik ke apa. sbb kalau aku stress, aku suka tgok cerita2 yg tak menyakitkan hati. at least, minda aku ni tak serabut. tu jelaa kot.

10th:
sekarang ni aku mmg tgh nak improvekan english aku. tiba2 jer rasa malu kalau english aku still tak mantap. sbb nowadays, aku tgok budak2 sekolah rendah pun lagi hebat dari aku. kadang2 ada jer words yg aku tak faham, tapi diorg faham. pelikkan. mungkin aku ni tak menghargai waktu kelas bahasa inggeris time dekat sekolah sulu. sekarang ni laa, baru nak insaf. aku kena struggle sbb aku mmg nak jadi lawyer. insyaAllah. aku tahu nak capai cita2 aku tu bukannya senang. mmg susah. tapi, kalau ada effort, aku rasa yg susah pun boleh jadi senang. dan dlm dunia ni, tak ada perkara yg mustahil, tapi pastilah dgn izin Allah. jadi, aku akan berjuang sehabis habisan nya untuk mencapai apa yg aku nak.

okey, done.
banyak lagi yg aku nak cerita dekat korg. tapi, nanti2 laa sbb nanti korg bosan pulak. so, aku stop kat sini dulu.

salam.

the things you don't know about me (part 1)

2011-05-19T02:44:00.000-07:00

hai geng.

harini tiba2 rasa nak post something dekat blog ni. maybe, dalam satu atau dua minggu ni aku just guna malay jer sebagai penulisan. sbb aku tahu english aku mmg berterabur dan sangat tidak mantap but i'm still learning okey. so, faham2 aja laah kalau grammar aku tertunggang langgang. inilaah padah nya kalau taknak study english betul2 time sekolah dulu. just to remind myself only. done with the opening. actually, bukan pasal ni aku nak tulis. malam tadi, sebelum aku tidur tiba2 jer aku terfikir pasal diri aku. jadi before aku terlupa pasal perkara yg aku fikir tu, baik aku tulis dlm blog ni. again, just to remind myself and refreshing balik diri yg sgt alpa ni.

actually, aku tahu bukan aku sorg je yg baru hendak mengenali diri. kadang2 aku sendiri lupa siapa diri aku ni sebenarnya. and mungkin post aku kali ni sebenarnya lebih kepada sikap or attitudes aku yg kdg2 org lain boleh perasan or aku sendiri yg tahu pasal benda ni.

1st:

aku ni ada mood tersendiri kadang2. means kalau mood aku happy jer, mmg aku boleh layan semua org laa, sampai org lain pun kadang2 tak terlayan ke'happy'an aku tu tapi kalau dh sampai mood bengang aku tu, jgn harap laa sapa2 nak try kacau aku. mmg aku akan hangin. tapi cara marah aku ni lain, aku takda laa sampai menengking org or post dekat facebook yg aku benci org ni ke apa but cara aku marah ni simple je, aku akan jadi sgt pendiam and tak kan kisah pasal org lain. lantaklaa kau nak buat apa time tu, mmg aku akan buat bodoh je. but, moody aku tak laa lama sgt mcm certain people, aku ni antara manusia yg cepat cool tapi tgok conditions laa. sebab aku benci marah2 ni. dan aku mmg tak suka perangai aku yg agak moody tak tentu pasal ni. selain tu, aku tak suka tgok org marah2.

2nd:

aku ni tak boleh lapar or terlalu kenyang sgt. kalau bab2 lapar ni, aku mmg tak keruan sikit. yela, perut ni asyik nak terima makanan jer. kalau aku lapar, selalu nya aku mmg takda hati nak buat apa2 means kerja2 yg aku buat before this akan terganggu jugaklaa. and aku pun boleh jadi cepat bosan dengan sesuatu benda. contoh nya, kalau tgh2 shopping tu tiba2 perut aku lapar gilaa mmg aku takda hati nak tolong org pilihkan baju ke or temankan diorg shopping ke or shopping untk diri aku. dan masa tu aku akan jadi org yg tersangatlaa membosankan. HAHA. hmm if i am too full, aku cepat mengantuk pulak. tapi korg akan tgok aku happy jer. HAHA. takdalaa muka monyok 24 jam macam tak dpt makan setahun. however, please don't ever give me too much foods because i won't be able to finish it.

3rd:

aku ni kuat berangan lebih2 lagi kalau time tengah study. ada2 jelaa benda yg boleh menganggu fikiran aku ni. time tulaa nak buat macam2. especially, when exam is around the corner. sumpah, aku benci dgn perangai aku yg satu ni. aku punyalaa nak focus kat benda yg aku tgh buat tu but lastly aku fikir benda lain. aku rasa mungkin sbb benda ni laa aku tak dpt pointer yg aku nak. ohh, poor myself.

4th:

pasal tidur. kalau time aku tgh tidur, jgn laa sapa2 berani kacau aku. maybe aku boleh marah tak tentu pasal. lebih2 lagi kalau diorg main saja2 je nak kenakan aku. mmg cari nahas laa tu. lagi satu, aku akan cepat moody kalau time2 aku penat and time aku rasa ngantuk sgt. suma benda aku rasa tak kena. inilaa perangai yg aku rasa mencabar bagi aku untuk aku handle sbb aku menyampah gila ngan diri aku kalau hangin aku tu dah dtg, but, fortunately, sejak aku dh masuk uni ni, aku dh boleh kawal sikit perangai aku yg tak tentu hala tu. syukur:)

5th:

aku ni susah sikit kalau nak mula kan perkenalan. lebih2 lagi dengan lelaki. sbb nya, dulu aku sekolah dekat sekolah menengah perempuan. jadi, dh terbiasa dengan geng2 perempuan jer. lagi satu, family aku ni ramai sgt dengan cousin2 perempuan and aku pun ade sorg kakak je. aku tak da abg and adik lelaki. disebabkan itulaa, korg akan nmpak aku ni jrg sikit bergaul dgn budak lelaki. bukan aku anti lelaki ke apa. tapi aku tak tahu nak mulakan conversation tu camne. jadi, jgn laa slh anggap yg aku ni anti diorg ke apa. insyaAllah laa aku akan untuk ubah benda ni. okey.

aku rasa cukup laa kott untuk entry harini.

actually, byk lg yg aku nak cakap pasal aku yg mungkin korg tak tahu. and from this, maybe korg akan kenal lagi siapa hana farhana:)

so, tggulaa sambungan untk part 2 punya ok. kalau taknak tggu pun takpa.

aku tahu blog aku ni agak bosan.

salam.

woot woot

2011-05-18T01:19:00.000-07:00

hey guys.

ok, aku tahu aku lama dh tak update blog ni. sumpah malas gilaaa walaupun actually banyak story yg aku nak kongsikan ngan korg. tapi biasalaa mood malas tu sentiasa menyintaii diriku ini. HAHA. anyway, lot of things happened this few weeks ago. such as, mak long & paklong aku yg dekat UK tu visited malaysia, Melissa came from US which is my cousin dtg malaysia jugak, Warren's graduation in Singapore and family gathering secara besar-besaran dkat retaurant bambu, kl. lagi, aku jadi antara ajk yg hebat time family gathering tu. HAHA poyo gilaa. then, kalau aku ada masa, nnti aku update pasal aku kene gangguan fizikal (sex herassment) by person yg aku boleh label sebagai agak sewel. sakit hatii. and banyak lagi laa cerita2 yg aku tak update kat blog ni lagi. InsyaAllah, i'll update it to you next time okei. aku pun tak tahu bilaa. hihi

lagi 3 minggu, aku akan sambung belajar balik di kuantan yg dicintai. actually 29 mei ni aku dh kene daftar balik kat sana. tapi, lastly, pihak uitm tangguhkan, jadi tarikh daftar dh bertukar kepada 5 jun 2011. mmg happy, sbb tiba2 rasa malas nak balik sana. well, biasa laa tu kan. home sweet home. hehe. however, akan ku teruskan perjuanganku di sana nnti. owwyy yaa. welcome to all juniors yg akan daftar diri this 21 mei. tak sure betul ke tidak date ni. but, i am happy for them, sbb aku sure yg diorg akan suka dgn uitm kuantan. they all lucky to be there as i am too. so, i hope i'll enjoy this coming semester. tak sabar nak tahu pasal topic2 yg bakal dipelajari. i hope i will get Madam Farah again as my lecturer. i really hope so!! love u madam.

okey, aku rasa sampai sini jer kot. yg pasal story2 aku cakap kat atas tu, nnti aku akn cuba update kan. okei. daaa

dream high ^_^

2011-04-28T19:55:00.000-07:00

annyounghaseyo!!

hello bloggers:)

hana: how are u doing?

farhana: Me?? Alhamdulillah. i am good. but i just got fever this few days.

hana: ouh. sorry to hear that. what kind of fever did u get??

farhana: ermm. korean fever??

hana: whatt!! are u insane?? i thought u're not feeling well. but, as u just said, korean fever??

farhana: haha. yup. i had been watched one of the best korean drama this couple days ago.

hana: ok, i got u. what's the title of it?

farhana: dream high!! omg. i get sick of it AGAIN!!

hana: i know u. u're one of the big fans of them.

hmm. did u see the conversation between this two ladies?? they just talked about dream high. okey, i know some of u guys will say WTH of the story?? i know, i know. just let me explain about it. dream high is the one of the south korean drama series broadcast by KBS, 2011. u can see the synopsis on the below.

Dream High tells the story of six students at Kirin Art High School who work to achieve their dreams of becoming music stars in the Korean music industry. Go Hye Mi is a student who had majored in classical music but has to give up her dream by entering Kirin Art High School to pay off her father's debt. However, she needs to get two other students to also come to the school in order for her to enroll in the school conditionally. These two students are Song Sam Dong, who lives in the countryside, and Jin Guk, whom she accidentally meets while trying to escape from a loan shark. Yoon Baek Hee, formerly Hyemi's sidekick, becomes her rival in school because Hye Mi betrays her during an audition to enter the school.

i have to say at first, i didn't like dream high because i thought again some kind of stupid teen drama but i was wrong. as the story progressed i came to love this kdrama and its characters. besides, i think kim soo hyun is a very talented actor and also very handsome too (^_^) honestly, this story is really inspired me to believe in hope and have a faith in myself. i think dream high's drama is totally different from the dramas i had been watched before this. its totally inspiring, interesting and motivates people in whatever they're doing. plus, i really really adore the actors. they really did a good job in acting. i love them!! waaa. they really makes me wanted to be like them. ok ok. u guys won't feel it unless u watch it. trust me, the story is really(40x) nice to be watched. and the actors are so fabulous. HAHA

the six of them.

now, it is not wrong to have a dream. perhaps, u may have an impossible dream in your mind but if u just keep it as a dream and not trying to achieve it, u won't be able to get ur dream unless u put an effort towards it. dream high really taught me how to be independent person and realized me that i am not the only person burdened by big problems and bad misfortunes. sometimes, this misfortunes will teach us back how to deal with our lives in the next future. so, be dare to dream!!

the best drama!! dream high:)

i love this guy!! kim soo hyun.. waaa saranghae oppa!!
he plays a role as Song Sam dong
(one of the main character)

suka giler ngan die. giler ok!! his voice very nice to be heard.

other actors:

taecyoen as Hyun Si hyuk.

ham eunjung as yoon baek hee

IU as kim pil suk

wooyoung as jason

suzy (miss A) as go hye mi
main character.

so guys!! please enjoy the drama:)

the blue sky!!

2011-04-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.

here i am!!

this morning, when i just woke up from my sleep, the first thing came into my mind. woww. this is a nice day!! yeah, i was looking at the outside and saw very beautiful sky with the bright sunlight and suddenly it made my mood. you know what, i always hopes when it turns to a new day, the day will smile at me and it gives very shiny day with a blue sky!! ok. i know it sounds little creepy and childish to you guys but that is always be my wish when i am awake from my sleep. i am happy you know :)

just like this :) don't you ever think this will make up your day??
if it's me, i do :)

when i went to eat my breakfast, my family started to chat together with themselves. it was so good to see your family having fun and chatting together about all the stuff but when their story started to turn at me. i was getting nervous suddenly. because they were talking about my future. then, i was just like, OMG, i started to get worried about my future which do i have a chance to pursue my BLS or can i be a be corporate lawyer?? it makes me feel really painful and it freaks me out buddy!! crikey!! i am gonna be crazy just now. so, back to the chats, i confessed to them that don't ever put any expectation on me. maybe i am gonna succeed in this course or maybe not. because HE knows the best for me. i don't want to make any judgement about what's gonna be happen in the future because i don't know about it. then, finished :)

hello pretty flowers :)

now, i just wish that i can spend my time in a beautiful garden with a bloom and gorgeous flowers. i wish to be there in a couple hours, can i?? i am gonna to finish my novel and rest ^_^ at least i can breath peacefully and just be quiet for awhile. it will fresh my mind and forget all about my problems. ouuuuuhhhh :)

so peaceful :)

okey, day dreaming. haha. i also wish i could be near at waterfall. waaaahhh. so nice to listen the sound of a waterfall. huaahhhhh. really exciting!!

god, really wonderful!!

done. bye!!

day dreaming ^_^

assalamualaikum.

lace flower

2011-04-16T01:08:00.000-07:00

hye world!!

okey first, just ignore the post title. it doesn't related on what i am going to say.

actually, takde cerita pape pun. i just want to add my new post. because some people will dare to say

"kau ni harap jer ade blog, tapi hampeh takde story2 yg baru". ok fine!! i got it. but, seriously i don't have any ideas that can attract you guys to read my post. if ade pun, my story life laa kan. so, it supposed to be called as diary. yeahh. i think it's a better idea. i 'll post my day diary from now on. let's begin!!

today, i woke up at 6.00 am which i think it is too early for me. lebih2 lagi time cuti ni kan. actually, i got muet examination today at 7.30 until 12.30 noon. whoaa. sumpah malas and cuak giler. yela, this is my 2nd time to sit muet's papers. so, i am afraid if i won't be able to get band 4 again. but, during the test, i think it was cool than the first muet i took on last year. however, i didn't put high expectations because rezeki tu semua datang drpd Allah. i already done it very well and now just be tawakal.

hmm, speak about my result. aku tahu tu ramai yg nak tahu :) yeah, the thing i can say hear, i don't satisfy with the result, i target to be in a dean list but i failed to get it. Alhamdulillah, i am not a repeater. just, little bit disappointed when i know i am not really good as my friends did. Yg dpt result gempak2. i just want to ask: "weyh, camne laa korg boleh dapat result hebat mcm tu??'' sumpah aku rase nak bunuh diri je tgok result aku yg macam nyawa2 ikan. yeah, it is true there is improvement from my previous result but still i am not going to satisfy with it. sebab nyer, ramai yg kate sem dua ni senang nak dapat pointer tinggi2. tapi aku cam hampeh jer. but, like my mom said, don't dwell with the past (betul ke ayat aku ni?? cam pelik jer). never mind, there is always a second chance. maybe i need to focus more on my studies just like my sister did. mmg result die slalu gempak jer. so guys!! there is one semester to go on!! just do the best from the beginning. people who's got unlucky result just like me, don't be too sad because Allah already planned something for us in the future. because our future is still mystery. don't you ever think bout that? jadi, be near to HIM. good :)

then, there are about 1 month and half for me to be at home. sbb cuti kali ni macam agak panjang. tak tahu laa kan. i don't have any plan about my activities. so, mane2 kawan2 kat tks, uitm yg duduk berdekatan dengan saya, boleh laa calling2. nak hang out together-gether ker kan. aku rase aku takde temujanji setakat ni. okey!! SETAKAT INI!! but, in Mei, maybe i ll go down to Kl. just stay a few weeks kat sane. jadi, akan mengalami masalah laa kalau kawan2 kat tks ajak aku turun seremban. so, just let me know more earlier yahh. thanx.

now i am done,

bye girlfriends!! haiiiiyakkkk

speaking test

2011-04-09T19:39:00.000-07:00

holla.

happy Sunday everyone!!

last 5 days ago, i had been sited my second MUET (speaking). frankly speaking, i didn't make a good preparation. i didn't practice like some of my members did. maybe, i am so confident that i could done it very well. but, as u know, no effort, no rewards. that things happened to me. i don't know what i am doing on that test day. i got topic about who is the best one can play a role to curb the violence against women. so, i got a part to be women themselves. first i saw the topic, i was wondering what i am gonna explain about. is is so miserable. on that time, i got really nervous and suddenly i got blank. OMG!!! i have no idea what i am doing and thinking. then, i just got only 2 minutes to think about the topic because i was the 1st candidate on that time. and then i just picked any ideas that i could elaborate it. it was so shameful when the examiner said to me that i should explain more about how women themselves can curbing the situation. but, seriously, i already explained about it. is it not good enough to them, maybe? i don't know. i do really disappointed with my points. on the task B, my group did not choose my opinion which to me i am really didn't understand why mass media point had been chosen . even, the examiner also have the same thought like me that my point should be chosen. never mind, maybe their points were very good than me. who knows. therefore, i don't think that i can make a good marks in this speaking test. i am so jealous with my friends who did very well on this test. i felt so down after the task is finished. the problem is, i can't spoke very fluently during the task given. waaa. what will happened to me?? u know what, i just hate muet so much but i must love to get improve my writings, readings and listening in other to get at least band 4. ouhh. be near to Allah is the best thing right now.

a trip to Sabah bah!!

2011-04-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

hello peeps.

this new post will shows the pictures that i ve taken during i made holiday in sabah. seriously, i do really enjoy to be there. i hope i will get another chances to be there again.

so, i am not in mood on writing right now.

enjoy the pictures!!

on the airplane (firefly)

at the lobby hotel.

with kak nina. we were waiting a boat to go to pulau manukan.
really excited!!

we on the police boat. PENYENGAT 6 ^!!

we were so tired . duhh

at pulau manukan.

at Restaurant Nelayan, Kota Kinabalu.

whoaaa. behinds me is mount Kinabalu.
sumpah tinggi weyhh

hihi. both of us. kak nina and me.

at sungai. tak ingat pulak name sungai ni. tapi kat sini ade ikan2
yg boleh makan cell kulit mati kite.

have a cup of tea & coffee.

mount Kinabalu.

at pasar Gaya i think.

waaa. we are so tired meyhh

at pasar filipino. is it? i don't remember the name.

time for shopping!!

the kerongsang is so big you know.

sunset.

in front of the promenade hotel.

in front of the city.

can u imagine that!! i was in the middle of the road man!!

The End of The Second semester

2011-03-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum!!

holla peeps.

ok, i guess i had left this blog about a month and a half i think?? yeah, it is quite a long period not to update this blog. i am sorry. Well, it's a long story. but, i make it short, i had a lot of works plus F.I.N.A.L examination. because of that, i better to break for a while to make sure that i can focus more on my exam. yeahhh. that's a lame ana. ramai jer kot yg have a blast result, tapi still blogging at the same time. ok full stop. i am not them. i know my limits and that is why i made that decision.

whatever. now i am done with my final!! OMG. it is really really make me want to scream!! yeayyyyy. ok. Alhamdulillah. hihi. no more presentations, assignments, test or etc. i know this semester break only for 2 month, then, i will continue with my semester 3. InsyaAllah. but, i think it is not an offence to release my tension right?? however, right now my focus is on my MUET. oh god. pressure still on it. could you imagine if i cant achieve my dream BAND 4?? then i will say good bye to my lawyer to be. NAUZUBILLAH. i don't want that things happen. please, i hope that i can straightly get my BAND 4 or BAND 5 if i am lucky. amin. so peeps, please pray for me. i do really want to get my BLS & LLB in Shah Alam. damn so much :)

now back to the post title. i know some of my friends have been post their feelings about their final in their blog. it is great to see many of them are really satisfied with their final. so, what about me? frankly speaking, this second final is not harder than the 1st final. but, i still can't doing it pretty best. Do you get what i mean? it seems funny when u says that this final is easier than 1st final, but u still can't do it. what the>> which is me. i am little upset in some paper which i think i am confident to get the best marks on it. but, do u know what happened? i am the one who thinks that i am not be able to get my dream marks on it. the worst is that paper is one of the my favorite subject. oh man, i am so frustrating on that time. it is not just because i don't know how to answer it but it is just because of my stupid management of time. i think i am gonna be crazy if i always kept thinking of it. yeah don't let your past hold what u have now. let's the past is gone. my principle. just pray for the best kan?? Allah kan sentiasa ada :)

next two weeks, i will fly to Sabah. yippy!! i will take a short holiday with my aunt and my cousin out there. fined, i have never get a chance to be in SABAH since i was small. so, this is the 1st time i get the best time to be there. HAHA. HELLO TO SABAH!!! hopefully, the holiday would be fun.

hmm. what next?? i don't think i have any words to add on. so, till then.

bye.. Happy 2nd break semester :p

forum & others

2011-02-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

hello dudes & babes!! how u re doing? i hope still fine & great. because today i feel so great & awesome!!

(is it??) i don't know whether this feeling is true or not. HAHA. yeah. just ignore it. it is nonsense ok.

(WTH laa u ana, haisyhh)

actually, i just want to mention that i have done my forum presentation. fuhh. Alhamdulillah. legaaaaa. it feels like some burdens are disappeared in suddenly time!! yeah, there are certain things that i need to improve to be a good presenter as told by madam roose, you should trust yourself, don't be afraid to let it out!! ai ai madam. insyaAllah, i will follow your advices. hmm. before this, i felt so pressure because there are a lot of assignments & tasks that need to be complete with. rasa nak gilaa tahu tak!!! (for sure, i am not yet crazy because i am still know what i am doing) so, don't be stereotype person yahhh.

today, in the morning, i don't have BEL 313 class because madam Roose had a meeting i guess. so, she had to postpone it in the evening, 5pm until 9pm. memang laa terbaik kan :) actually, she have to because we need to settle down our forum presentation. & of course, only our class still not accomplish it, YET. jadi, kira adil laa tu kan. before that, i also had been sited one test which is MTC 038 conducted by sir farid. well, Alhamdulillah, i managed to do it although the questions was quite hard. but, the past is the past. plus, i do not want to think it too much. sbb nanti kepala otak aku jugak yg sakit sbb fikir question2 yg aku sengaja tinggalkan tu. HAHA. but, it was my fault laa kan sbb tinggalkan soalan2 yg sgt senang tu. hee

this week, we have to submit our group assignment & individual assignment which i am still not finish it, yet. WHAT!!! u're still not finish it?? is it bad?? yeah i think so. actually, this is not because i am lazy to do it but last week i need to focus more on my psychology test, speaking test and of course preparation for forum. thus, i don't have too much time to complete some of my assignments. okey ALASAN semata2. teehee.

say about psychology test, it reminds me towards the result. kejam kan!! suka jer nak mengingatkan aku pasal result test tu. frankly speaking, i didn't get a great result sampai aku nak menangis terharu. tapi, i got marks yg cukup2 makan sampai aku rasa aku akan lapar balik. it means, this marks did not really help to increase my carry marks for this subject. sedih tahu tak?? dahlaa, parents aku berharap sgt kat aku ni hope dpt pointer yg gempak2. tapi, marks result aku camni jer. that's why i totally felt down on that day. it was so sad until i felt like i want to cry & cry again. mmg aku nangis pun. tapi takde sorang pun tahu sbb nyer aku nangis kat dlm bilik air. HAHA. lawak do minah ni. boleh lak menjiwang kat dlm bilik air sekilau tu. but, it is fact ok!!. menangis dlm bilik air mmg antara ubat yg terbaik. then, of course u still need to perform a prayer to refresh back your mind. time tu laa aku lepaskan segala2nya kepada yg MAHA MENDENGAR. hilang beban. syukur ya Allah. maybe i am to arrogant before this until i forgot to be near with you. MasyaAllah. i totally regretted it.

jadi ana, jangan nak berlagak budget cool ok. HOT takpe. HAHA (yeke?)

however, as we know, we need to go through all these obstacles in our lives. maybe, these obstacles will make our lives being more meaningful & become one of our experiences. don't u ever think that? maybe some of them still do not really appreciate their lives rather than us because they do not have any experienced that we had. so, trust me, put some faith on yourself, then, u will be able to go through all the challenge during our lives maybe not now but in our future perhaps.

till then, dah ngantuk. don't forget to leave your comments ya!!

wassalam.

holiday (wekk)

2011-02-06T08:39:00.000-08:00

hey guys.

how are u guys doing? hope u're still fine. so, do i. ok lah, nak menambah cerita, harini aku baru jer sampai kuantan. kirenyer, baru lepas holiday yg tak bape nak holiday sgt la. mane tak nyer, 4 hari jer kot cuti. kalau seminggu tu boleh dikire nak bernafas gak la. ni tak, rase macam sesak nafas jer. macam rase tak puas jer nak pandang muka2 family aku yg havoc tu. haha. macamla 24 jam aku pandang diorg. jangan nak menganjing laa kau ana. walhal memerap jer kot dalam bilik memikirkan masa depan yg tak bape nak jelas lagi.

(ayat version baru = menganjing) aku pun tak bape nak faham. ape ke bende ntah budak2 ni reka perkataan ni.

sabar jer la.

hmm. dalam mase 4 hari cuti ni, aku mmg menggunakan setiap minute tu dengan manfaatnyer laa. haha. manfaat aku tu means balik kampung, jumpa uwan, main dgn cousin aku yg still comel2 lagi, tgok movie sorang2 tak pun tgok dgn cousin aku yg dh agak matang sket drpd aku, mencari ketenangan dgn tgok facebook, blog, youtube. kalau bosan, aku pegi laa singgah kejap tengok formspring. yelaa, menghabiskan mase dgn menjawab soalan2 yg aku rase mmg critical thinking habis. aku rase kalah kot soalan critical thinking BEL 313. ape punyer jenis soalan laa diorg tanyer aku. tapi aku layan jer. sbb mmg BEST. ceria hidup aku. hee

hah. dah tahu laa kan ape keje aku. hisyhh. mmg teruk. tapi, kire aku ni baik jugak laa, sbb ade gak effort nak menghafal forum walaupun busy buat keje ntah ape jer keje ntah. aku pun tak bape nak sure dgn jadual activity aku. tapi, rase puas gaklaa dpt buat forum walaupun kakak aku tu hampir nak meretakkan prinsip aku ni. mane tak nyer die ajak aku g mid valley weyh. mmg laa aku pun nak ikut jer walaupun aku rase dh bape ratus kali dah aku g sane. however, aku tak pegi pun. sbb aku rase prinsip aku mmg terlampau utuh kot. haha.

so, pagi ahad tadi, kitorg bertolak dlm pukul 10 pagi. tapi akhirnyer sampai dlm pukul 5 petang. haru tak? mmg laa badan aku ni sakit2. yela, dlm perjalanan tu, mcam2 kitorg buat. berhenti sana lah, berhenti situ la. last2 mmg aku tak bersemangat nak teman kakak aku drive. nasib baikla boyfriend die ade. so, sesi penukaran driver mmg berlaku di situ. haha aku lak?? ape lagi, menghargai mase tido laa weyh. mane nak dpt tido lame mcm tu kalau dh blk kat uni. jadi, kirenyer aku menghargai laa jugak saat2 tido lame ni. hihi. tapi, akhirnyer, badan aku jugak yg cramp. yela tido dlm kereta jerkan. lain laa kalau tido dlm limosine (camni ke ejaan die?)

tu mmg laa lain. takpe2. one day, insyaAllah, i'll buy it. amin.

ok laa, itu jer kot. ouh ye! lupa lak. pagi tadi, ayah aku ader kate kat aku, die harap sgt yg aku boleh dpt the best pointer for this sem. tahu tak target die bape? nak suruh aku dpt 3.60! insyaAllah.

tapi, mule2 dgr tadi, rase macam nak tersembul gakla biji mate aku ni. haha. tapi takpe, for u ayah, i will study as much as i can. love ya.

ok. mata pun dh berat. nak tido walaupun rase nyer tadi tido macam mengalahkan org koma.

daa

wassalam.

formspring.me

2011-01-30T03:20:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/hanafarhana92

L.A.Z.Y

2011-01-29T08:03:00.000-08:00

malas? kalau dah name nyer pemalas, mmg laa pemalas. nak tahu siape pemalas tu? saya la. hee. awak, nak tahu tak? tahap kemalasan saya ni dah sampai tahap maksimum tahu tak. mmg benci tapi apekan daya, sikap tu macam dah tak boleh nak lari jer dr diri sy ni.

malas nak buat assignment, assignment & semua assignment laa. teruk kan? mmg aku ni teruk pun. macam laa tak kenal. haha. weyh, deadly serious, aku nak jadi macam time aku form 1 until form 3. sebabnyer, masa tu semua org kate sy ni ulat buku laa, rajin belajar laa. boleh dikatekan, setiap malam sy akn berbantalkan buku laa. waa, dahsyat tak? aku sendiri mcm tak percaya dgn diri sendiri. tapi mase tu, mmg saya just ade satu vision, nak score the best result dkt PMR. so, syukur, mmg sy dapat ape yg sy nak. tapi, sekarang, seolah2 soul & spirit tu dah hilang. asyik nak main jer. tension laa. awak rase saya ni dh kene sumpah dgn sape eyh? sebab, perangai sy bukan mcm ni dulu. mmg menyampah.

hmm, camnila aku dulu. tapi takdela sampai terkeluar air liur basi. teehee

kalau dulu, time dah nak dekat cuti, sy akan pastikan setiap homework sy akan siap dulu before cuti. sekarang ni, hampeh. kim salam laa kalau aku nak siapkan. main banyak kot. damn you ana. sakit hati!!

jadi, sekarang ni sy nak try balik motivate diri sy balik. sy tak kisah kalau zaman nerd sy yg dulu dtg balik, asalkan sy study. weyh!! aku nak study!! tapi asal kepala aku cam bengap jer nak pandang buku tu! kalau tak dpt score the best pointer utk sem 2 kali ni tak tahu la. mmg aku sumpah seranah diri aku sendiri. sedih tahu tak. dah laa cita2 tinggi. nak jadi lawyer. tapi aku cam rase aku ni sesuai jadi loyar buruk ade laa. nauzubillah. haha

haritu, sy ade laa lawat facebook senior2 yg berjaya dpt ke BLS. rase seronok sgt tgok diorg. sbb, diorg dah berjaya lepas satu stage yg sgt mencabar. mmg jelous. tapi kalau setakat jelous jer, tak belajar pun tak gune jugak. hancur laa hidup. i don't want to be a LOSER. its such a fool. thats it.

jadi, kawan2. jadilah seorang yg mempunyai matlamat hidup yg jelas dah tetap. jgnla mudah mengalah dlm ape jua keadaan. hmm. kenapa saya cakap semua ni? sbb, sy syg awak semua dan ini untuk mengingatkan diri sy jugak. ok. selamat belajar.

jangan nak mengade2 jadi mcm ni. don't ever use this as a formula yaa

saje- saje je.

2011-01-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

hai awak semua.

hari ni laa baru saya ade semangat nak meng 'update' blog ni.
tak tahu la kan mimpi ape.
tibe2 jer dpt spirit. hihi
jangan laa marah. tahu laa kite dah lame tak update story.
sorry sgt2 kepada awak-awak semua.
saya ni mmg laa agak pemalas nak menaip ditambah pulak line kadang2 yg lambat macam siput.
( hee. bukan line farah eyh )

actually, saya baru jer sihat drpd demam. tak tahu laa mane dtg asal usul demam tu.
suddenly jer kan dpt demam. mmg laa demam syg sgt kat aku ni.
mule2, ingat tu just terkena period cramp jer.
rupe2 nyer plus sakit kepala, sakit perut, demam.
haa. hambik kau. 3 in 1 tahu tak.
memang menyampah. tapi saya tahu. semua sakit tu pasti ade sebabnyer.
dah name pun sakit kan. mmg laa terbaring 24 jam. lepas tu dpt MC 2 hari. mmg suka.
terima kasih doktor.
tapi tak pelaa. dah sihat pon kan.
syukur. Alhamdulillah.

lagi 4 hari, saya akan balik ke rumah.
yay!! happy sgt. sebab nyer dh nak sebulan dh sy tak blk rumah.
mmg homesick. tapi, blk rumah pun mmg laa assignment melambak.
suke jer kan nak tgok org menderita tak tido malam.
yela. mane tak nyer, naik jer lepas cuti, terus final forum pagi2 isnin tu.
mmg laa suka sgt kan. tapi takpe, habis awal, nnti lepaslaa satu beban.

hmm. piala debat VC dibatalkan. kire nyer sem 2 ni tak delaa kitorg busy dgn piala vc tu. tapi, kitorg still jugak merajinkan diri buat perjumpaan. yelaa. kate dpt presiden hebat. jadi, anak2 buah terpaksalah hebat jugak. hihi. piala VC tu dijangka akan dijalan kan time kami semua dh masuk sem 3. jadi be prepare ok??

awak, nak tahu tak. tup2, sy dah nak sampai akhir sem 2 dah. macam tak percayakan? mmg pun. sekejap jer rase. final exam pun dh memanggil manggil dah tu. tapi, still jugak tak de semangat nak buat revision. mmg laa aku ni. nak jugak tunggu last minute. orang kate last minute tu sweet sgt. yeke?? aku rase macam pahit jer. mane tak nyer, semua nak kejar dalam satu masa. time tu barulaa nak menyesal. asal laa aku tak study dari dulu. see. that's the way people take an easy of their life. terukkan? saya laa tu. :)

tapikan awak. sy tak kira, sy nak jugak dpt the best pointer utk sem 2 kali ni. NAK DAPAT DEKAN JUGAK!!! mmg laa jahat kalau sy tak struggle untuk kali ni. dah berapa kali ntah sy sedihkan parents sy. mmg jahat sy ni kan? niat saya sentiasa nak jd anak yg baik, pelajar terbilang. tapi, macam tak tercapai pun. mane tak nyer, asyik main jer kan. mmg laa aku ni budak suka belajar. wee. but. as u know. nothing is impossible. bare in mind.

oklaa. dah panjang dah kot utk satu post ni. rilex2 suda. nanti kalau ade cerita, saya akan buat lagi entry baru. so, catch up with my stories ok. selamat belajar.

MUET!!!

2011-01-15T00:34:00.000-08:00

hey.

everyone has already know about their muet.
so do i.
you know what,
i was totally scared plus afraid to know my result.
it was like freeze like hell you know.
i can't sleep though i know the result already fixed then.
what can i do? nothing.
just wait until morning Thursday to know it.
date: 6 January 2011.

on Thursday morning,
many of my friends already knew it.
some of them happy, some of them sad & there are a few of them just be relax.
maybe, REDHA.
on that time, i just pray inside my heart.
hope that i will received a good news from MPM.
after class MTC 039, i went back to my hostel.
Raudhah & Nad already knew their result.
they got band 3.
if they are band 3, so do i!!!
waaa.
i tried to be relax.
but, nad & raudhah really anxious want to know bout my result.
i was just answered that i still did not check it yet.
then, i picked up my phone & text to MPM.
about half & hour later on,
i received the text message!!
i opened it and yeahh
as i thought i got band 3!!!!
hahahah
pity me.
i am speechless during that time
but, deep inside my heart i be REDHA.
i know Allah wants to test me on this time.
i called my mom & i told her everything.
although my mom laughed together with me on the phoned,
i know my mom was unhappy & frustrated toward my result.
still she never let me give up & always support me whatever i do.
thanks mama.

next, i text to my sister. i told her that i was little sad about my muet.
why i can 't get band 4 like her??
she replied, " take it again & never give up"
i was like okeyy.
thanks kakak.

then, my father called me,
he asked me, " adik macammane?? ok??"
i laughed and said " adik ok laa, ayah "
don't worry i will never give up & loss hope.
thanks ayah.

yeah, maybe it was sad for a few days.
i got Band 3.
i really want to get Band 4 to pursue my LLB.
i don't want to make my parents disappointed toward me.
i really hate it!!
i want to make my parents happy.
& of course
i love law very much.
i don't know what will happen to me if i can't pursue on this course.
i want to be a counsel
InsyaAllah. Amin.
dearest friends, please pray for me & all my friends to get band 4
for our muet.

never give up & loss hope.
because Allah always there for u.
hope, this coming Muet i will make really good preparation
& do it very well.
also, i hope that i am the one who will hold dean award on this 2nd semester.
fight for it hana!!

love ya.

volleyball

2011-01-14T23:30:00.000-08:00

hello awak.

sorry laa sebab baru nak meng 'updatekan' post dekat blog ni.
sebab nyer, suddenly i have nothing ideas plus lazy. terukkan?
kalau malas baik la tak payah buat blog.
never mind, i ll keep trying on posting my new stories every time i am free.

today, i want to tell u story about volleyball.
actually, this volleyball is one of the sport competition in Uitm.
it is opened for all student in this campus.
but, girls v girls & boys v boys.
adat laa tu kan??
volleyball amongst the girls was in last Thursday.
memang gempak habis.
but, i am not a player just cheerleader to support them.
saya ni kan mmg tak hebat dalam sukan. nak buat mcm mane.
nanti tak pasal2 bukan bola yg sy tampar, tapi muke orang yg kene tampar. haha
so, deal la kan?
(disebabkan nak tgok volleyball, saya terpaksa tak join debat! sorry president!!!)

first team match from LAW D v LAW I
hebat jugak mereka2 ni. but, rezeki lebih memihak kepada LAW D.
next, my group, LAW A v LAW G.
seriously, competition between this 2 group mmg sengit.
tak tahu nak sokong yg mane satu.
but, as a member from LAW A, mmg la i will support my classmates.
it was very cool to see them in court.
enjoy sgt.
but there are a few problem here & there.
biase la tu.
from starting, LAW G mng, then next round, my group pulak menang.
so, SERI.
then, the 3rd round, LAW A won this game!!
Alhamdulillah.
mmg tak percaya. sbb diorg tak berlatih langsung before this.
itu pun pemilihan ahli pun main pick jer.
tapi mmg i reject first2 laa kan. teehee.
sorry guys.
but, really proud for you all.

mmg ade yg kate pemarkahan juri tak betul.
maybe it was true & maybe not.
tapi, seriously, sy mmg tak pandai nak tentu kan mane yg patut menang or kalah.
for me, the most important, everyone is enjoy on this game.
lagi pun, i am not a player, so, tak mahu comment byk2.
hmm. tapi i totally respected on cara permainan Atikah Haris.
mmg macam professional.
suka sgt tengok. diorg kate, die wakil sekolah dulu.
jadi, mmg terbaiklaaa kan.

then, the others group pulak main.
tak payah laa kot nak story kat sini.
it will provides a long essay to write.

last night, turns boys pulak tunjukkan kehebatan mereka.
Alyani kate, mmg ramai yg superb!!
cayalahh.
Rugi pulak tak tgok.
takpelah. maybe next time.
so, this Sunday, semi final & final akan dijalankan.
jadi, nak tahu who will win on this volleyball competition.
kene laa turun tengok & support your favourite group!!

till then.
good luck guys!!

p/s: work for the best!

NEW YEAR POST!!

2011-01-06T09:37:00.001-08:00

Hello guys!!
we meet again in this new year post.
now, we have already enter year 2011.
i think the time was too fast.
but, Alhamdulillah, we still can breath and have a life given by Allah.
i am sorry because i was a little bit late to post new entry about this new year.
because i have a lot of assignment that must be completed before the end of dateline that has been given.

hmm.
people always said that let past is gone.
so, do i.
we must move forward. don't let the past bother you because it was already past.
we can't go back on that previous time.

many things that had happened during 2010.
thus, i will keep it as a memory.

my wish on this year:
* i want to get the best pointer in my CGPA for this 2nd & 3rd sem.
* i want to get band 4 in my MUET to pursue my LAW study.
* i want to improve my english language
* i want to be DEAN HOLDER for this two semester.
& lastly but not least,
* i hope that my dreams will become true.

InsyaAllah. amin.

wassalam.
i have no ideas right now. peace.

Finally!!

2010-12-30T08:09:00.000-08:00

you know what??
today is the day!!
where I am willing to complete my assignments ^_^
kejam kan?? baru harini nak buat. HAHA
BUT, I feel so relieved,
Although there are certain works that are still not complete yet,
BUT, it is fine.
At least I managed to do some of it.

it is not easy for me to do my works during holiday time.
it's painful you know.
duduk kat rumah, memang dah tak ingat dunia laa kan.
But again, I forced myself to do it!!
GO HANA! BREAKS THE RULES!!
(my rules la hihi)

Therefore, keep it up~!!
try your best to be the best.

ok guys,
try to take your breath deeply
& release it.
do it for several times
it will makes your minds clearly & freshy
trust me.
because I always did it whenever i felt tension & sleepy.

enjoy your life!

wassalam.

headeache

2010-12-29T08:17:00.000-08:00

waaaaa!!!

I just like want to scream again & again.

Oh My Dior.

too many things that I should care of.

Sometimes, I do not know what should I do.

Again, too many things inside my mind.

yeah. certain things are not too important but I just keep thinking of it

Man!!

sometimes, i keep thinking

who am I??

Am I a University student?

if yes,

why can't I be an excellent of university student?

why am I always keep complaints about my assignments & studies?

can't I just accept it sincerely & think it positively?

poor me.

I feel like I am so dumb & fool

I am a lazy person.

I just wasting of my times on doing something that are not too important for me.

so!!

wake up HANA!!

clear up your minds,

always have a faith in yourself

Allah always be with you.

guys, don't be just like me.

put your trust in your heart,

InsyaAllah

Allah always hear whatever you're saying.

trust me.

deep inside your heart,

there is strength you never knew about it,

that keeps you strong forever.

wassalam.

shopping time!!

2010-12-28T09:14:00.000-08:00

Today's weather was not too hot & not too cold. Just fined & okey. Or, maybe we can say that today was a cloudy day. So, it was the best time for sleep & rest!! However, as a promised, my MOM & I went to JUSCO Seremban for shopping . It is a shopping time!!
ngee XD.

(kat mana lagi kan, kalau kat seremban, jusco la tempat untuk shopping segala benda)

Actually, I had somethings need to buy. Therefore, I asked my mom to accompany me went shopping. Then, my mom said " OK ". So, " YEAY!! " from me. HAHA

We went to JUSCO about 3 pm after Zuhur. Before that, we have been waiting for my father came home to send us to JUSCO. Because I don't have a car at this moment.
{ dreams to get one ('',) hee }

( belajar rajin2 dulu hana, then, baru fikir pasal kereta ) HEHE ^___^

Sampai jer dekat JUSCO, we went to POPULAR 1st. I want to buy all my stationaries such as pens, sticker notes, test pad & many more. sebabnye, semua dakwat pen mmg dah habis akibat selalu sgt menulis. haha.

Memang TERBAIK laa kan. Then, my mom also bought many pens for her to be used at the office. Mama pun beli pen untuk ayah sbb kate die, pen-pen kat office ayah macam dah tak best jer nak gune. Dah OLD fashion. Eyh, yeke? hihi. memandai jer. After that, we went to MpH. I need to find LAW BOOK which is MALAYSIAN LEGAL SYSTEM. nasib baik jumpa. So, terus beli & selesai satu masalah. Nevertheless, suddenly I saw this one book entitled Sweet Sour published by Jemari Seni. Awww, it looks so interesting. saya pun ambil laa. hihi. Ade juga buku Hlovate terbaru (my friend's favourite author, Nono) but, I was just sabar jer because I must focus more on my studies right now. takut terlebih dekat novel pulak. conclusion, be patient is a part of Iman.

shopping books

Next, we went to JUSCO mall. Kat situ, saya & mama pergi meninjau2 segala baju yg ade. yelah, it was a SALE time. rugi kalau tak pergi tengok. So, kalau dah pergi dgn saya, confirm2 laa kan ader jer baju yg nak dibeli. Nak taknak, my mom just said,
" adik, ambil laa baju yg mane adik suka tu, mama belanja "
WOW!!
I got a green-light from her!! thanks mama ('',) So, ape lagi, i bought 1 blouse, 1 slack & 1 kemeja. Sale ok.

(actually, ni semua pakaian nak ke kelas) Mmg I dah list kan pun semua baju2 ni dlm kertas. HAHA.

SALE's time. havoc you!!

Lepas tu, we went to Watson, McD & many more shop places. I also had time to buy toiletries & food items to brought back to Kuantan. jimat duit sbb mama tolong bayarkan. HAHA.

(memang laa jahat kan kalau tak belajar rajin2) wee ^__^

kire nye kalau nak diikutkan hari ni, we have spent almost 1k just for shopping. dahsyat tak dahsyat. Actually, we don't bought to much of items but there are certain items that are little bit expensive. do u want to know what is it?? hihi. SECRET! sorry.

just like me ^__^

In short. today was a great day. thanks again to mama. saranghae ^__^

guys,

appreciate your parents

because without them we would never been here

trust me.

they have did many things for us.

maybe you never knew about it.

but, they're already did.

wassalam.

assignments oh assignments

2010-12-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

WHAT?? assignments again & again??

oh man, poor myself. (saje je kan nak buat muka kesian)

HAHA. it doesn't mean that this is the 1st time i got assignments.

but, faham2 kan ajela. I feel so lazy to do it!!

tak tahula malas jenis ape yang datang.

suddenly, i have no mood on doing my assignments.

NOW, i have one week holiday or in a proper word

MID TERM BREAK :)

everyone is keep asking me why i am always having a break holiday??

so, my answer is "go & ask Uitm. don't asked me because I don't ever know about it"

that's it.

However, we are not just having a holiday but we have a lot of assignments to complete with.

see..

all lecturers knew if we are not given assignments, we will not ever touch the books.

especially me =p HAHA

but, sometimes i think having assignments are not a big problem because these assignments will help us to maintain our studies. At least, i am not waste of my times with somethings which is not too important to busy with.

my reference books

therefore, i will list down all my assignments that must be completed before the next class. It is just to let you know what are assignments that have been given by my lecturers during this short holiday.

MTC 037 -> 2 problematic questions ( 2 cases )
MTC 038 -> make one new act
MTC 039 -> social psychology ( still not confirm what the task will be given because sir syahril will inform our group leader first, then we will be inform by later on)
BEL 313 -> Find one any article & make contention/objection from it.

not too much books but many task have been given under these books

my table full with books. sgt semak! jangan jadikan teladan ye :)

so! wake up hana!

i must fulfill this duty with an excellent efforts.

GAMBATTE KUDASAI.

(hana! jangan nak malas2. kate nak jadi advocate lawyer)

KENALAH JADI MANUSIA YANG RAJIN DAN BIJAK ('',)

harap2 saya dapat habiskan all those assignments dengan cemerlangnya

InsyaAllah.

Amin.

p/s: sempat jugak buat post untuk blog. padahal assignments tengah memanggil manggil tu. hee

peace -_-v

wassalam

everything is a new things for me

2010-12-26T09:36:00.000-08:00

As Salam.

hello everyone.

It has been a long time for me not to make a new post.

it is just sudden because i have to concentrate on my studies.

By the way, for your information i already deleted my previous blog.

IDK why i made that decision. But, i think it is better to delete it.

perhaps, i am not ready or maybe it can be considered like i am not mature during last time.

my WORDS & STORIES are little childish on that time. haha

so, i tried to let it go & HERE IT COMES!

NEW HANA FARHANA IS HERE. wee!!

(haha sounds like childish too. but it's ok)

today, i just want to make a simple post entitled

everything is a new things for me.

last time, i made the previous blog when i was in FORM 5.

But now, I am a UNIVERSITY STUDENT.

it doesn't mean like i want to show off.

BUT, it is just because of I appreciate about myself.

NOW, I am a student in UITM KUANTAN PAHANG

doing foundation in law for 3 semester.

therefore, i think this is a new life for me.

new ADVENTURE OF LIFE, NEW CHALLENGING, NEW WAY OF LIFE

to be an excellent student in university is not an easy work.

you must put some weight of efforts to make sure you are not failed to be the best amongst the best.

actually, this verse just wants to remind me not to be imprudent person.

SO, BEWARE ya HANA!

other than that,

new thing for me is i am not wearing a spectacle for all time.

because i have been wearing contact lens during my classes & outings to replace my spec.

HAHA

it is just sudden is it??

yeah, many of my friends cannot recognized me at the 1st time they saw me without a spec.

& some of them just preferred that i suite more on wearing a spec.

hmm, too much of opinions but for me, I just want to change myself.

THAT'S IT.

I want to try how some people might stay with a contact lens inside on their eyes.

so, I already felt it.

maybe it is hard on the 1st time but eventually you will get used to it.

look at my new picture. hee

during hari raya aidilfitri 2010

what else new about me??

now, i have new ambitions.

hopefully,

i can stay on my course which is LAW because

i have realized that i LOVE LAW so much.

deadly serious.

I WANT TO PURSUE MY STUDIES IN BACHELOR OF LAW (LLB)

I WANT TO BE A LAWYER IN MY FUTURE. (advocate lawyer)

I WANT TO HAVE MY OWN FIRM.

I WANT TO HANDLE MANY OF CASES AS LONG AS I CAN SURVIVE FOR IT.

I WANT TO MAKE A JUSTICE FOR SOCIETY

I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSED.

really!

i want to do all such things that i ve never dreams before this.

in short,

babes & dudes

appreciate yourself.

don't bother whatever people might say about you.

they are just nothing because

you are the only you

same goes with me.

hana is only hana.

you can't find another hana such as like me.

trust me.

be proud to be yourself!

wassalam.